Khloé Kardashian

And I held his hand as he literally fought for his last breaths.

It was like 15 minutes.

And it was just such a beautiful, intimate way to watch the person you love the most slip away.

And I thought it was going to be more of like a jolt to the system.

And instead, I just sort of like glazed over.

And I really felt like...

A, I felt so close to him in real life, so supported by him, so loved by him that I still felt that even though he wasn't physically here.

So that really, the strength of our relationship in this world has carried me through having him in a different world.

And I try not to pay too much attention to it because if I do, it's all encompassing.

You go into a black hole of forever that you can't process as a human being.

Right?

You're like, this is a person I love.

This is my father.

And I literally cannot speak to them.

So I've really tried to get through it by communicating with him.

I talk to him all the time in the car.

My psychic has told me so many intimate personal things that he will tell you.

Memories that no one could know.

Signs to look out for that I see on the daily.

I just spoke to him two days ago and I had lunch with some friends and he literally said something to me through my psychic about what happened at that lunch that no one else knew.