Khloé Kardashian

Because I realized how much of a dark cloud I felt was surrounding me in my 30s. But yes, things happen to me, but it's also my responsibility to choose how I respond to those things. And I think because of social media, maybe as well, that I let so much of the noise make me even sadder or make me feel like I was less worthy, less of a person that I needed to be so...

Because I realized how much of a dark cloud I felt was surrounding me in my 30s. But yes, things happen to me, but it's also my responsibility to choose how I respond to those things. And I think because of social media, maybe as well, that I let so much of the noise make me even sadder or make me feel like I was less worthy, less of a person that I needed to be so...

crumbled and embarrassed about what happened to me where yes I probably would have had those feelings but maybe not as long as I did because that narration was going on for so long and so I finally was sort of like screw every every dark noise I'm hearing and I'm going to say every day no I am worthy I'm worthy of a happy beautiful positive day being intentional in that way and it's

crumbled and embarrassed about what happened to me where yes I probably would have had those feelings but maybe not as long as I did because that narration was going on for so long and so I finally was sort of like screw every every dark noise I'm hearing and I'm going to say every day no I am worthy I'm worthy of a happy beautiful positive day being intentional in that way and it's

funny when I wake my kids up every day, I'm like, we're going to have a happy day because we choose to have a happy day. But embedding in them those small little affirmations, I mean, I'm 40 and I need it. So, you know, I think it's a good thing.

funny when I wake my kids up every day, I'm like, we're going to have a happy day because we choose to have a happy day. But embedding in them those small little affirmations, I mean, I'm 40 and I need it. So, you know, I think it's a good thing.

I'm not a victim to this, but I do feel like I was in a way victimizing myself. But again, it sort of was more from the outside noise. I hate that I allowed other people to have that much control over the way I viewed myself. But I would say just from my past dating history, and a lot of them ended in cheating, or there was just, they weren't great situations at the end. But

I'm not a victim to this, but I do feel like I was in a way victimizing myself. But again, it sort of was more from the outside noise. I hate that I allowed other people to have that much control over the way I viewed myself. But I would say just from my past dating history, and a lot of them ended in cheating, or there was just, they weren't great situations at the end. But

Yes, I think even in the most private of times if that happened and nobody publicly knew about it, there's still shame within your family. You feel embarrassed. Like, you know, what did I do? You always make it about yourself. And that's okay because hopefully you will get stronger and reflect and not make those same mistakes again. And for me... They happened repeatedly.

Yes, I think even in the most private of times if that happened and nobody publicly knew about it, there's still shame within your family. You feel embarrassed. Like, you know, what did I do? You always make it about yourself. And that's okay because hopefully you will get stronger and reflect and not make those same mistakes again. And for me... They happened repeatedly.

And I was like, okay, this is about me. I'm either not paying attention. I'm sweeping something under the rug. I really wanted to be so aware of what I was doing and let that go. But let the guilt and the shame of that go because I, quote, allowed it to happen more than once. And I'm saying that because I didn't allow it to happen. But The narrative out there was like, well, you get what you get.

And I was like, okay, this is about me. I'm either not paying attention. I'm sweeping something under the rug. I really wanted to be so aware of what I was doing and let that go. But let the guilt and the shame of that go because I, quote, allowed it to happen more than once. And I'm saying that because I didn't allow it to happen. But The narrative out there was like, well, you get what you get.

I should have known better. And yes, I probably should have. But I needed to learn that lesson. I know I carried so much shame and guilt where there would be times that I was like, I don't even want to go out to the grocery store and look at someone in the eyes because I feel like I know what they're thinking about me. They probably don't know who I am. They probably have never heard this story.

I should have known better. And yes, I probably should have. But I needed to learn that lesson. I know I carried so much shame and guilt where there would be times that I was like, I don't even want to go out to the grocery store and look at someone in the eyes because I feel like I know what they're thinking about me. They probably don't know who I am. They probably have never heard this story.

But the shame, this cloud that was... I felt following me everywhere that I don't know if it was even that big to other people, but I definitely felt like I was constantly surrounded by a gray cloud. I would limit myself from doing a lot of things and seeing a lot of people because I felt such shame where I was like intentionally, no, I'm going to let this go.

But the shame, this cloud that was... I felt following me everywhere that I don't know if it was even that big to other people, but I definitely felt like I was constantly surrounded by a gray cloud. I would limit myself from doing a lot of things and seeing a lot of people because I felt such shame where I was like intentionally, no, I'm going to let this go.

Well, the interesting part is I think the very first time it happened, I didn't do that. And that's okay because it's done. And I also had to forgive myself for that. There was a time that I felt very guilty. Like, why did I even stay? Why am I not forgiving myself? I would blame myself forever.

Well, the interesting part is I think the very first time it happened, I didn't do that. And that's okay because it's done. And I also had to forgive myself for that. There was a time that I felt very guilty. Like, why did I even stay? Why am I not forgiving myself? I would blame myself forever.

And then the second time, you know, I, my surrogate was still pregnant with Tatum and the people didn't know yet that I was having Tatum, but I felt such shame that it was happening again because I knew I knew better.

And then the second time, you know, I, my surrogate was still pregnant with Tatum and the people didn't know yet that I was having Tatum, but I felt such shame that it was happening again because I knew I knew better.