Khloé Kardashian

And the more I would write them down, I was like, this is ridiculous. Like how many mini to major traumas there are. And then we would go line by line and talk about them as opposed to just being like – this happened and this and throwing everything under the rug. She wanted to dissect everyone, not to be nosy, not for, I felt it.

And the more I would write them down, I was like, this is ridiculous. Like how many mini to major traumas there are. And then we would go line by line and talk about them as opposed to just being like – this happened and this and throwing everything under the rug. She wanted to dissect everyone, not to be nosy, not for, I felt it.

Like there's some people I meet with that I'm like, I do not trust this person. I'm not going to give them anything. And she really worked hard to earn my trust. That made me feel safer with her. And just to sort of get why I am so dead about some of the things that I should probably be crying about if I'm telling somebody this story that I'm telling.

Like there's some people I meet with that I'm like, I do not trust this person. I'm not going to give them anything. And she really worked hard to earn my trust. That made me feel safer with her. And just to sort of get why I am so dead about some of the things that I should probably be crying about if I'm telling somebody this story that I'm telling.

But the trust took a long time, but I will say, because I trust all of my siblings with everything in me, That normally if it is an introduction through them, my guards do go down. And Kim has had her own crazy things that she's not very trusting with either. So for her to trust, I was like, okay, I think I'm a little safe here. Yeah.

But the trust took a long time, but I will say, because I trust all of my siblings with everything in me, That normally if it is an introduction through them, my guards do go down. And Kim has had her own crazy things that she's not very trusting with either. So for her to trust, I was like, okay, I think I'm a little safe here. Yeah.

biography. And I'm like, okay. She would just keep asking me, you don't have any feeling when you read these? And I was like, well, yeah. And I would start laughing. And she's like, okay, well, not laughter because I would feel so uncomfortable. And then that's my nervousness. And I realized once I was, I would be like, okay, sort of get my own ego out of the way.

biography. And I'm like, okay. She would just keep asking me, you don't have any feeling when you read these? And I was like, well, yeah. And I would start laughing. And she's like, okay, well, not laughter because I would feel so uncomfortable. And then that's my nervousness. And I realized once I was, I would be like, okay, sort of get my own ego out of the way.

Like I had to strip myself down and it took a few times. Like she didn't want me to cry and relive this. She just was more fascinated how I was so numb to so many things. And it really made me more sad for myself because I felt as if, God, I've been through so many things that at this point I would rather not feel than feel because feeling is too much for me to handle.

Like I had to strip myself down and it took a few times. Like she didn't want me to cry and relive this. She just was more fascinated how I was so numb to so many things. And it really made me more sad for myself because I felt as if, God, I've been through so many things that at this point I would rather not feel than feel because feeling is too much for me to handle.

And what is life if you don't feel things? Like I want to feel I do want to feel sadness too. Like I love feeling joy and happiness, but then why am I so, I get, I know why I'm so okay with that feeling, but also grief is also a beautiful thing because it's an expression of love. And I think being sad or hurt means that there was once something or someone that you valued and cared about so much.

And what is life if you don't feel things? Like I want to feel I do want to feel sadness too. Like I love feeling joy and happiness, but then why am I so, I get, I know why I'm so okay with that feeling, but also grief is also a beautiful thing because it's an expression of love. And I think being sad or hurt means that there was once something or someone that you valued and cared about so much.

And those were things that I had to learn and be like, it, It's okay. You're safe here. So it really just taught me to remind myself, like, we don't have to be numb to everything. And I use humor as an escape, as a defense mechanism. I do love to laugh and I do love humor. But I realize in really dark situations, I do tend to make a joke of it at some point. That's just my personality. Yeah.

And those were things that I had to learn and be like, it, It's okay. You're safe here. So it really just taught me to remind myself, like, we don't have to be numb to everything. And I use humor as an escape, as a defense mechanism. I do love to laugh and I do love humor. But I realize in really dark situations, I do tend to make a joke of it at some point. That's just my personality. Yeah.

And I have to remind myself it's okay to cry or it's okay to have feelings that doesn't make me weak. And that's not even a thought I'm having like, oh, are they going to think I'm weak? But whenever I do cry, I tend to apologize afterwards for some reason.

And I have to remind myself it's okay to cry or it's okay to have feelings that doesn't make me weak. And that's not even a thought I'm having like, oh, are they going to think I'm weak? But whenever I do cry, I tend to apologize afterwards for some reason.

No. I should probably ask her about that.

No. I should probably ask her about that.

And what's so weird, my mom cried, like, I wish I was more like that. She cries at anything and everything like, but happy. Like, I don't know if I've cried happy tears ever. But I wish I was that type of person that I'm like, oh. goodness, the joy. Like, I wish I had a little bit of that. She maybe has too much. I wish she could sprinkle a little onto me, but I, and we're all different.

And what's so weird, my mom cried, like, I wish I was more like that. She cries at anything and everything like, but happy. Like, I don't know if I've cried happy tears ever. But I wish I was that type of person that I'm like, oh. goodness, the joy. Like, I wish I had a little bit of that. She maybe has too much. I wish she could sprinkle a little onto me, but I, and we're all different.