Kim Laurinaitis

trying to do CPR and you question, did you do enough?

Did you do this?

And I never understood PTSD until that day.

I never understood a lot of things until that day and how much it can take control of mental health and things like that and going through that.

And when you hear the way that it was edited on this, and that's why I got so angry is I'm sitting there going like,

Did I not?

I questioned for so long.

Did I not do enough?

Did I not protect him then?

And just a lot of questions was rushing in my mind.

And I'm thinking he didn't die in a hospital.

He didn't do this.

And the way it was portrayed, it looked like his second wife was his wife.

And I'm getting all these questions and it's making me angry.

And if you knew the situation...

i can't change his past i don't have a problem with his past at all i absolutely love his first wife nancy we have a great relationship the second one i'm that is the mother of his two children but there is some history there like at his memorial um that has not been addressed that is a lot of

not so nice things that happened to my husband and during that weekend that I'm not okay with and I know what his wishes were and it was not honored in this segment and I feel like he was totally disrespected especially with some of the people that was used in that episode like it would not be several of the people that were in this episode he would not have wanted to be on there period

and i feel like a couple of people was like the pot calling the kettle black hawk was one of my best friends for many years and you want to talk about all i heard was about his addiction hawk cattle we all know that we all know he had problems so does everybody else in this world we all have things that we struggle with and we fight with obviously people know i fight with my anger issues and my mouth that's all out there now but

hawk had so many other sides that was beautiful about him and such a giving soul and

Why can't we be kind?