Kimber

So I went off to detox and detoxed with no medication.

It was awful. I just remember going in and I couldn't lay in the bed. It was so cold. They had the AC blasting. It was summertime. Of course, AC's on, but you're going through withdrawal, so you're so cold. I couldn't lay in the bed because they give you these thin blankets. I went in the bathroom where there's a heater thing in there and laid on the floor. They dragged me out.

It was awful. I just remember going in and I couldn't lay in the bed. It was so cold. They had the AC blasting. It was summertime. Of course, AC's on, but you're going through withdrawal, so you're so cold. I couldn't lay in the bed because they give you these thin blankets. I went in the bathroom where there's a heater thing in there and laid on the floor. They dragged me out.

It was awful. I just remember going in and I couldn't lay in the bed. It was so cold. They had the AC blasting. It was summertime. Of course, AC's on, but you're going through withdrawal, so you're so cold. I couldn't lay in the bed because they give you these thin blankets. I went in the bathroom where there's a heater thing in there and laid on the floor. They dragged me out.

They wouldn't let me stay in the bathroom. They're like, you can't lay in here. And so then I waited for them to leave and I went into the bathroom. The only thing that felt good was I stripped down naked. It was a really small bathroom with like tile floors. So I had to throw my clothes out of the door back into my room.

They wouldn't let me stay in the bathroom. They're like, you can't lay in here. And so then I waited for them to leave and I went into the bathroom. The only thing that felt good was I stripped down naked. It was a really small bathroom with like tile floors. So I had to throw my clothes out of the door back into my room.

They wouldn't let me stay in the bathroom. They're like, you can't lay in here. And so then I waited for them to leave and I went into the bathroom. The only thing that felt good was I stripped down naked. It was a really small bathroom with like tile floors. So I had to throw my clothes out of the door back into my room.

And just lay on the tile and I had the blanket over the heating vent and I just like had the heat on there But like the coolness on my back and then the heat.

And just lay on the tile and I had the blanket over the heating vent and I just like had the heat on there But like the coolness on my back and then the heat.

And just lay on the tile and I had the blanket over the heating vent and I just like had the heat on there But like the coolness on my back and then the heat.

Oh my god It was the only thing that like kept me being able to like sit through it And I mean I was throwing up the whole time and I don't know how long I was there like it was a while It just felt like days and days went on And I didn't think it was ever gonna stop and I just kept telling myself that I could do it, that I really had the strength to do it.

Oh my god It was the only thing that like kept me being able to like sit through it And I mean I was throwing up the whole time and I don't know how long I was there like it was a while It just felt like days and days went on And I didn't think it was ever gonna stop and I just kept telling myself that I could do it, that I really had the strength to do it.

Oh my god It was the only thing that like kept me being able to like sit through it And I mean I was throwing up the whole time and I don't know how long I was there like it was a while It just felt like days and days went on And I didn't think it was ever gonna stop and I just kept telling myself that I could do it, that I really had the strength to do it.

I always said, like, my body was too poisonous for anything to live inside. Like, I, you know, I had done so much to myself and just, like, berated my body and, you know, there was no way anything was going to be able to live in this toxic environment.

I always said, like, my body was too poisonous for anything to live inside. Like, I, you know, I had done so much to myself and just, like, berated my body and, you know, there was no way anything was going to be able to live in this toxic environment.

I always said, like, my body was too poisonous for anything to live inside. Like, I, you know, I had done so much to myself and just, like, berated my body and, you know, there was no way anything was going to be able to live in this toxic environment.

And I think there was definitely a part of me that thought I didn't know how to be a mother. So when I found out I was pregnant, even if I had to do it by myself, I was going to do it. I'm 31 years old. I was sober. I moved to a brand new place, started with nothing. And like, I knew I could do this. If I could do everything I was doing, I could do this too.

And I think there was definitely a part of me that thought I didn't know how to be a mother. So when I found out I was pregnant, even if I had to do it by myself, I was going to do it. I'm 31 years old. I was sober. I moved to a brand new place, started with nothing. And like, I knew I could do this. If I could do everything I was doing, I could do this too.

And I think there was definitely a part of me that thought I didn't know how to be a mother. So when I found out I was pregnant, even if I had to do it by myself, I was going to do it. I'm 31 years old. I was sober. I moved to a brand new place, started with nothing. And like, I knew I could do this. If I could do everything I was doing, I could do this too.

So I never for a second thought that I was going to not keep the baby.