Kodal

Why do we have to do that? It's a paternity test. Paternity test.

Why do we have to do that? It's a paternity test. Paternity test.

And then he put it into the envelope. And I remember him saying that he'd trust me to send it out.

And then he put it into the envelope. And I remember him saying that he'd trust me to send it out.

It just felt so trashy. Doesn't that sound terrible? I felt trashy.

It just felt so trashy. Doesn't that sound terrible? I felt trashy.

What I'm feeling at that moment is that I'm irresponsible and immature to put it into the mailbox to send it to a company who's gonna tell me who the father of my child is. It didn't feel very nice. And there's people just catching the bus and I'm putting a box of DNA. It's just weird. It's a weird concept. I had a pit in my stomach. But at the end of the day, my brain kept saying, science?

What I'm feeling at that moment is that I'm irresponsible and immature to put it into the mailbox to send it to a company who's gonna tell me who the father of my child is. It didn't feel very nice. And there's people just catching the bus and I'm putting a box of DNA. It's just weird. It's a weird concept. I had a pit in my stomach. But at the end of the day, my brain kept saying, science?

You know, like, it's obviously legit. It's a DNA company. You know, why would anything go wrong?

You know, like, it's obviously legit. It's a DNA company. You know, why would anything go wrong?

The voice on the other end of the call was calm. He's not the dad. And I remember I couldn't breathe. Like, I started crying really hard, but it was like the cry that hasn't come out yet. The phone call ended, and that was just it.

The voice on the other end of the call was calm. He's not the dad. And I remember I couldn't breathe. Like, I started crying really hard, but it was like the cry that hasn't come out yet. The phone call ended, and that was just it.

When you're given all of these different avenues where your life could go for your child and you start to almost like visualize what life will be like and now that one's gone. You have to erase that from your mind and now visualize these other lives that you might have.

When you're given all of these different avenues where your life could go for your child and you start to almost like visualize what life will be like and now that one's gone. You have to erase that from your mind and now visualize these other lives that you might have.

I was basically begging him to come over and do the test. And I assured him that it would be in my house. We'll both be there and we'll send it out together. So it's like super safe and foolproof. Like there's, why wouldn't you?

I was basically begging him to come over and do the test. And I assured him that it would be in my house. We'll both be there and we'll send it out together. So it's like super safe and foolproof. Like there's, why wouldn't you?

So then I texted him and he sent like heart eyes and he was all excited.

So then I texted him and he sent like heart eyes and he was all excited.

Sure.

Sure.