Kris Renee Hazlitt

Whatever it is, it's just like, you just can't cry about it.

But the part is, when he passed, I literally needed windshield wipers on my eye.

I cried so much.

I was bawling.

Yeah, I saw where you said the reservoir had dried up, but then when your father passed.

Yeah, I used to be like, man.

I used to tell my own boy, man, I'm dehydrated.

Boy, I can't cry.

Boy, I used to like, well, you know what I mean?

And what it is, you become numb.

You become so tough that whatever hurt, you just kind of, you kind of like, you know what I mean?

You just kind of like, to my breaking bones and everything, you just kind of, ah, you just so, you know, he just one of them and it just sticks with you.

But he was a, but somebody, you know, as a father, you admire him and then you hear these stories and these tales about him and you know, you know what I'm saying?

You got that DNA inside of you and you know,

i don't know it's like he was a superhero to me too you know and um he stayed with me the last maybe seven years of his life and we just built a real great bond and he ultimately passed right in front of me at the hospital and uh it's something i think about all the time often you know yeah but i i still

Sometimes I maybe hear him.

Who knows, maybe it's him talking to me.

But I feel him.

And then my son has a lot of,

don't know they just have a lot in common like and they you see a lot of your dad yeah i do so yeah that's why i tell everybody like halo my best friend man so much of my pops you know i love that how did your relationship with your dad shape how you are with halo now especially those last seven years spending with your father