Kristopher London

And...

Yeah, losing a lot of subs in a very short time was a crazy feeling in time because it was like, I could quit now.

And honestly, I think if I was to go back, I wish I would have just kept going.

But it was so personal for me.

It was more like, damn.

don't have time to just be me like because i feel like i'm in this like hamster wheel where if i don't upload i'm gonna fall off and right i'm gonna lose everything i've built over the last decade but i was like is it worth my peace and so i just decided to like just take a step back and focus on my peace because that's what that's really all you have is yourself and your family so if i'm

losing that or losing sight of that while trying to make a name for myself in my career what's the what's the point of having a career if you don't know yourself or have a healthy relationship with your your wife your kids and your friends around you and so I think that's what I prioritize now and that's what I've learned being a content creator I think

I always try to encourage creators to not get trapped in that hamster wheel.

As much as you think you're not, I can tell when guys are.

I'm even thinking about...

Changing my like I'm making this new channel for my vlog channel and just making it my actual name Really?

Yeah, you're ready to go full-on out done.

Yeah It's that time of in my life.

It's just chapters man.

Yeah, I think so.

I think not in the traditional sense of, like, you know, the family, like, skits and challenges per se.

Because I actually am pretty reserved, but...

I don't know.

I don't want to say I'm not because I could change my mind on the fly.

But my wife and I, we talk about it all the time and just kind of think when we're ready, we're slowly kind of starting to integrate it.