KT Smith

And I'm like, first of all, I never said that. People take whatever they want and they run with it. I was saying that He wanted to leave the church anyway because someone on staff there did have a child. And I didn't want to say his or her or anything just because I didn't want people to find out who it was and then them get them meet out them basically.

And I'm like, first of all, I never said that. People take whatever they want and they run with it. I was saying that He wanted to leave the church anyway because someone on staff there did have a child. And I didn't want to say his or her or anything just because I didn't want people to find out who it was and then them get them meet out them basically.

And so I said someone else there had been a pastor and had a child that could have been gay. And that's fine. But he was telling me that he didn't appreciate that because they didn't get to preach as much because of that situation. It looked like it was frowned upon. And I didn't believe in that either. I was like, no, that sucks. That's wrong.

And so I said someone else there had been a pastor and had a child that could have been gay. And that's fine. But he was telling me that he didn't appreciate that because they didn't get to preach as much because of that situation. It looked like it was frowned upon. And I didn't believe in that either. I was like, no, that sucks. That's wrong.

And he was going to leave anyway before he even met me or just because I wasn't the deciding factor on him getting divorced. When we met, he told me he was going through a divorce.

And he was going to leave anyway before he even met me or just because I wasn't the deciding factor on him getting divorced. When we met, he told me he was going through a divorce.

Yeah. And so... I believe that he was going through it, but I mean, I also think that he should have said, hey, I'm going to work this out with her. Yeah. Like, sayonara. Yeah. But it didn't work out that way, and I think that they were still together, I would assume. Yeah. I hope so, at least, that not all of that was for nothing. Yeah. I hope that it was stronger and better than ever, but...

Yeah. And so... I believe that he was going through it, but I mean, I also think that he should have said, hey, I'm going to work this out with her. Yeah. Like, sayonara. Yeah. But it didn't work out that way, and I think that they were still together, I would assume. Yeah. I hope so, at least, that not all of that was for nothing. Yeah. I hope that it was stronger and better than ever, but...

And it's like... Like, clearly she has something for pastors. And I'm like, okay, well, maybe... I don't know. Maybe I did.

And it's like... Like, clearly she has something for pastors. And I'm like, okay, well, maybe... I don't know. Maybe I did.

It should be the opposite, but here we are.

It should be the opposite, but here we are.

There was something going on that he wasn't telling me. Clearly I was not... I wasn't getting told a lot. Yeah, definitely a lot before I even realized that I was in the dark.

There was something going on that he wasn't telling me. Clearly I was not... I wasn't getting told a lot. Yeah, definitely a lot before I even realized that I was in the dark.

are signs and that if I didn't change it or if I didn't fix it, it would keep coming back around.

are signs and that if I didn't change it or if I didn't fix it, it would keep coming back around.

Yes. And I was like, okay, thankfully I realized that it was like, it was a me thing and that I needed to fix it because I was like, this could not happen again. I don't want to hurt anyone. Like I want to,

Yes. And I was like, okay, thankfully I realized that it was like, it was a me thing and that I needed to fix it because I was like, this could not happen again. I don't want to hurt anyone. Like I want to,

He's not, but I still was still me not healing from my trauma.

He's not, but I still was still me not healing from my trauma.