Kyle Prue

yeah and I think it's important if something is making you what you would say like irrationally angry yeah if it's like out of context then you have to put it in context for real you know like I had a friend of mine who was like who would always tell me she's like if it's you versus a goose in a fight it's the goose yeah

And I was always like, I was like, they're 25 pounds.

Like I box for five hours a day.

A lot of neck to hit, you know, but I like pull out of that and like, why does it matter to me at all to be seen as a person who's like capable of violence?

You know what I mean?

Like why do you like, you can one up a goose.

Yeah.

Like it doesn't matter.

Like that situation is unlikely.

like every time i have to fight for your life every time i see a goose now i'm like yeah not today don't yeah i'm like i'm ready for you um i think it's important to like say like if i'm irrationally angry let me follow that to what the wound is like how do i want to be seen and why is this like upsetting me and i think it's important to uh have the realization like i think a little bit of nihilism is healthy like i think it's a little bit important to be like what if all this shit i care about doesn't really matter yeah

you know like the gift of that that was hard for me for a while like i was like all this like you know like art is so important but like at the end of the day like it is for me it is on like some level like a way to feel like important you know like i think it means a lot to be able to be like i'm dropping that like i'm able to drop that and be like i'm not important you know like i have healing to do yeah

And if you can do that, everything gets so much better so much faster.

Yeah.

This like 50s male fantasy.

It's like that wasn't real then.

It really wasn't.

You know, like someone is selling you this shit.

You are trapped in like a Greek tragedy.

Where you're getting angrier and angrier and angrier to like bring love into your life.

And it's just.