Lauren

And I just think the...

hugest part for me that was new it was a really new deeply disturbing feeling and realization was just the fact that her sister was in the plane like I knew you didn't know that I knew that yeah it dawned on me in a new way where she's you know where she says to Caroline Kennedy she says you know everyone keeps talking about how sad like sad it is with John and Carolyn but I had two daughters on that plane

It's honestly like unfathomable.

I mean, is she still alive?

She's not.

The other sister, I believe, is still alive.

Oh, really?

Yeah.

And they are, for what it's worth, and this did make me feel better, they received $15 million in like a wrongful death.

Oh, the... Suit from the Kennedy.

Yeah, from the Kennedys.

I mean, on some level, it's like, it's something.

Oh, it's something.

It's like, you know what?

Your life has basically been ruined by this family.

Right.

At least you don't have to worry about money.

Yeah.

And I just...

I mean, I just, I feel like the idea that not only one of your daughters, but two of them, it's really unfathomable.