Leslie John

And so you can see four out of five of them are regret over things we didn't do that we wish we had done.

And one of them especially is that is one related to not sharing more of ourselves, not expressing our feelings.

Oh, geez.

Yeah, this was a scary episode.

It was Christmas Day, and my husband and I had just finished spending a lot of the day cooking in the kitchen, thanks to grandparents who took care of our little boys.

We're putting the turkey on the table and my mom looks gaunt.

She says, I'm really not feeling well.

Something's just come over me.

I got to go lie down.

So she went to go lie down.

We serve the stuff and then I go upstairs to find her and I find her in the bathroom.

clearly having vomited and looking at me with this glazed look of like unclear who I was and I so I grabbed her and I held her in in my arms like a baby and as soon as I did that her eyes rolled back in her head and she went limp and I thought that she had died in my arms and

I just, I sprang up and I bolted out the door.

I said, call 911.

My husband's calling 911.

I bolt out the door to our neighbor, who's a nurse.

And I bang, bang, I'm banging on their windows.

And she comes and she right away, she runs in.

And then we get to the bathroom where my mom was.

And my mom looks at us like, what's all the fuss about?