Liam Lawson

Some are like even older.

It sounds kind of...

quite sad but it's probably just happiness I think being so it's probably just happiness you know like I think people probably think you're a lot happier because of you know the position I'm in and like I said don't get me wrong it's not that I'm I don't understand how lucky I am to be here but because of that thing that we're so focused and driven towards

I feel like I'm not happy until I do it, until I achieve it.

So for me, it's probably just overall happiness.

I have happy moments for sure.

It's not that I'm not happy all the time, but it's just, yeah.

Overall in life, yeah, at the moment.

I guess I don't think I can really look at it like that.

I think I can't really afford to look at it like that.

So I think until it either does or doesn't happen, I won't know.

I think until that happens, this is how I feel like I'll always feel.

It's how I've always felt since I was young at least.

You just have to be aware of the cost and happy to pay the price.

Yeah, because it's always like, the more you enjoy it, the better you perform.

It's like the classic.

Yeah, but no one allows themselves.

It's impossible.

Well, it's not impossible.

I think you have to reach a certain point.