Lily Padman

Oh, white bread.

Gorgeous hair.

He spoke about his mom.

His mom's a southern belle.

This is the type of person I could never have.

And I was like—I felt a little bit back there.

Yeah.

I was like, oh, my God, I'm so ugly, like, in front of Will.

Like, no part of it is like— Of feeling bad about myself?

my feelings from 20 years ago i also appreciate it does that make sense yeah but no no i i like not feeling like that i like feeling confident and feeling dry and good good i'm good around people but will um will excuse me will will triggered some old stuff like oh my gosh like this is

never like me yeah so i'm feeling a little insecure about my looks and my body and my age and um pretty much the whole package yeah oh wow wow well i think if he wasn't married he would applaud you

I don't think you needed any of those feelings.

I don't think so because he is well from UGA.

Was I being so embarrassing?

I really feel like I was.

But I think it was too much.

It was like cougar.

But not for you.

I'm saying I actually wasn't confident.

And so I think I was overcompensating.