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So they'd moved him into this home and we got updates here and there about him. We'd gotten the latest update we'd gotten was that he was moving rooms from the room he'd always been in into a different room with a new roommate. And we just totally assumed that that had happened. And then maybe like two weeks later, I go to bed one night and I have this dream that I'm in the nursing home.
So they'd moved him into this home and we got updates here and there about him. We'd gotten the latest update we'd gotten was that he was moving rooms from the room he'd always been in into a different room with a new roommate. And we just totally assumed that that had happened. And then maybe like two weeks later, I go to bed one night and I have this dream that I'm in the nursing home.
So they'd moved him into this home and we got updates here and there about him. We'd gotten the latest update we'd gotten was that he was moving rooms from the room he'd always been in into a different room with a new roommate. And we just totally assumed that that had happened. And then maybe like two weeks later, I go to bed one night and I have this dream that I'm in the nursing home.
And my family lives in Canada near Toronto and my grandparents lived in New Jersey. So we really only got there like in the summer. So I'd only ever been in the nursing home maybe two or three times before. when we would like visit once or twice a year.
And my family lives in Canada near Toronto and my grandparents lived in New Jersey. So we really only got there like in the summer. So I'd only ever been in the nursing home maybe two or three times before. when we would like visit once or twice a year.
And my family lives in Canada near Toronto and my grandparents lived in New Jersey. So we really only got there like in the summer. So I'd only ever been in the nursing home maybe two or three times before. when we would like visit once or twice a year.
But it was like super vivid dream of me being in this nursing home and I'm sort of running through the halls trying to figure out where his new room was. Can't find it. I stopped this nurse and I'm like, hey, I'm here to see my grandpa and he had moved rooms and I'm not sure where his new room is. Could you lead me to his new room? And she just sort of goes, Oh no, he never moved rooms.
But it was like super vivid dream of me being in this nursing home and I'm sort of running through the halls trying to figure out where his new room was. Can't find it. I stopped this nurse and I'm like, hey, I'm here to see my grandpa and he had moved rooms and I'm not sure where his new room is. Could you lead me to his new room? And she just sort of goes, Oh no, he never moved rooms.
But it was like super vivid dream of me being in this nursing home and I'm sort of running through the halls trying to figure out where his new room was. Can't find it. I stopped this nurse and I'm like, hey, I'm here to see my grandpa and he had moved rooms and I'm not sure where his new room is. Could you lead me to his new room? And she just sort of goes, Oh no, he never moved rooms.
He's where he's always been. So I'm like, okay, cool. Start walking through the nursing home again. towards where I knew his room was, and his room was sort of at the end of a hallway, like the door, and on the right side of the hallway there was like four sort of waiting room chairs.
He's where he's always been. So I'm like, okay, cool. Start walking through the nursing home again. towards where I knew his room was, and his room was sort of at the end of a hallway, like the door, and on the right side of the hallway there was like four sort of waiting room chairs.
He's where he's always been. So I'm like, okay, cool. Start walking through the nursing home again. towards where I knew his room was, and his room was sort of at the end of a hallway, like the door, and on the right side of the hallway there was like four sort of waiting room chairs.
So I turn the corner and see his door, it's shut, and there's these four waiting room chairs, and there's this sort of human-like figure sitting in one of the chairs,
So I turn the corner and see his door, it's shut, and there's these four waiting room chairs, and there's this sort of human-like figure sitting in one of the chairs,
So I turn the corner and see his door, it's shut, and there's these four waiting room chairs, and there's this sort of human-like figure sitting in one of the chairs,
just like totally hunched over with its head in its hands like just like really sad and it's wearing these long sort of flowing black robes with this big black hood so i can't see a face and it's just like totally like head in its lap in its hands like sad and like you can it's a dream but you can sort of like feel things and dream sometimes
just like totally hunched over with its head in its hands like just like really sad and it's wearing these long sort of flowing black robes with this big black hood so i can't see a face and it's just like totally like head in its lap in its hands like sad and like you can it's a dream but you can sort of like feel things and dream sometimes
just like totally hunched over with its head in its hands like just like really sad and it's wearing these long sort of flowing black robes with this big black hood so i can't see a face and it's just like totally like head in its lap in its hands like sad and like you can it's a dream but you can sort of like feel things and dream sometimes
And it was this super tangible, just foggy, sad, heavy feeling. The best way I can describe its posture and the feeling was that it was sort of ashamed. And it was really sad and just depressed and it wouldn't look at me. And it didn't want to do what it was about to do. And then there's this huge crash. And I wake up. I'm in my bed. I look at the clock. It's 12.33 a.m.
And it was this super tangible, just foggy, sad, heavy feeling. The best way I can describe its posture and the feeling was that it was sort of ashamed. And it was really sad and just depressed and it wouldn't look at me. And it didn't want to do what it was about to do. And then there's this huge crash. And I wake up. I'm in my bed. I look at the clock. It's 12.33 a.m.