Listener (Aaron)

Yeah, I'm just not that way. But the other people did seem more that way. They were more keen. So look, if this workshop is helpful for them, I think it's great. It's wonderful. I just couldn't get, I couldn't even start. And that might be a me thing. But what gets a little weird though, is you see other people really go for it. Like they swing for the fences with their parts. Right.

Yeah, I'm just not that way. But the other people did seem more that way. They were more keen. So look, if this workshop is helpful for them, I think it's great. It's wonderful. I just couldn't get, I couldn't even start. And that might be a me thing. But what gets a little weird though, is you see other people really go for it. Like they swing for the fences with their parts. Right.

Yeah, I'm just not that way. But the other people did seem more that way. They were more keen. So look, if this workshop is helpful for them, I think it's great. It's wonderful. I just couldn't get, I couldn't even start. And that might be a me thing. But what gets a little weird though, is you see other people really go for it. Like they swing for the fences with their parts. Right.

And the facilitators and the other participants light up, like people are really like excited and proud of them. And they're like super supportive and validating. But meanwhile, all I can think of is like, I am pre sorry for how bad mine is going to be. Like I can already tell you're going to be disappointed with mine.

And the facilitators and the other participants light up, like people are really like excited and proud of them. And they're like super supportive and validating. But meanwhile, all I can think of is like, I am pre sorry for how bad mine is going to be. Like I can already tell you're going to be disappointed with mine.

And the facilitators and the other participants light up, like people are really like excited and proud of them. And they're like super supportive and validating. But meanwhile, all I can think of is like, I am pre sorry for how bad mine is going to be. Like I can already tell you're going to be disappointed with mine.

Yes, the social pressure is part of what I was struggling with. And I was kind of aware of that. But again, you have to understand, I was working so hard to stay open while I'm having this.

Yes, the social pressure is part of what I was struggling with. And I was kind of aware of that. But again, you have to understand, I was working so hard to stay open while I'm having this.

Yes, the social pressure is part of what I was struggling with. And I was kind of aware of that. But again, you have to understand, I was working so hard to stay open while I'm having this.

That's probably wise. OK, so finally, it's my turn. I walk across the room to the portal thing again, panicking until the last possible second about what I'm going to say. I'm racking my brain like, what is it going to be? What is it going to be? And I walk through the void thing and I say, I am available.

That's probably wise. OK, so finally, it's my turn. I walk across the room to the portal thing again, panicking until the last possible second about what I'm going to say. I'm racking my brain like, what is it going to be? What is it going to be? And I walk through the void thing and I say, I am available.

That's probably wise. OK, so finally, it's my turn. I walk across the room to the portal thing again, panicking until the last possible second about what I'm going to say. I'm racking my brain like, what is it going to be? What is it going to be? And I walk through the void thing and I say, I am available.

I know, it's so lame. I could go a lot of directions with that. It is so lame. But I literally couldn't think of anything. And I was just like, I'm available for whatever the world wants to, I don't know. I wonder what that bowl is at Cafe Gratitude. I am available.

I know, it's so lame. I could go a lot of directions with that. It is so lame. But I literally couldn't think of anything. And I was just like, I'm available for whatever the world wants to, I don't know. I wonder what that bowl is at Cafe Gratitude. I am available.

I know, it's so lame. I could go a lot of directions with that. It is so lame. But I literally couldn't think of anything. And I was just like, I'm available for whatever the world wants to, I don't know. I wonder what that bowl is at Cafe Gratitude. I am available.

i'll take the available can you hold the cheese yeah yeah that's probably just like a bowl of brown rice and some steamed veggies with lots of empty space or something if my inner state in that moment was any indication the only thing i can think of right now are gross jokes that are way out of character and off-brand for this podcast but yeah the i am available is definitely the blandest thing on the menu what i was trying to say was look i don't know how i feel nothing has changed for me this weekend

i'll take the available can you hold the cheese yeah yeah that's probably just like a bowl of brown rice and some steamed veggies with lots of empty space or something if my inner state in that moment was any indication the only thing i can think of right now are gross jokes that are way out of character and off-brand for this podcast but yeah the i am available is definitely the blandest thing on the menu what i was trying to say was look i don't know how i feel nothing has changed for me this weekend

i'll take the available can you hold the cheese yeah yeah that's probably just like a bowl of brown rice and some steamed veggies with lots of empty space or something if my inner state in that moment was any indication the only thing i can think of right now are gross jokes that are way out of character and off-brand for this podcast but yeah the i am available is definitely the blandest thing on the menu what i was trying to say was look i don't know how i feel nothing has changed for me this weekend

I'm just open to whatever life throws at me, including this weird workshop, you know, like I'm receptive. That's worse. It's even worse.

I'm just open to whatever life throws at me, including this weird workshop, you know, like I'm receptive. That's worse. It's even worse.