Lizzo

Because that's what I have right now. And then when I'm in Virgo, how do I use this earth? How do I use this knowledge? How do I use this quest for knowledge, this hardworkingness, this steadfastness? How do I use that? How do I use the private parts of myself and protect the private parts of myself? I think that is how astrology has been very helpful to me because it's not just like what I am.

Because that's what I have right now. And then when I'm in Virgo, how do I use this earth? How do I use this knowledge? How do I use this quest for knowledge, this hardworkingness, this steadfastness? How do I use that? How do I use the private parts of myself and protect the private parts of myself? I think that is how astrology has been very helpful to me because it's not just like what I am.

I don't just like settle for it. I'm not like, oh, well, that's why because they a Scorpio. That's why. No, it's like they have Scorpio and that's what they're choosing to do with it. I have Taurus and what I'm choosing to do with it is be ruled by Venus. I want to be all things beauty and love. You know what I mean? With a little bit of sprinkle of hard work.

I don't just like settle for it. I'm not like, oh, well, that's why because they a Scorpio. That's why. No, it's like they have Scorpio and that's what they're choosing to do with it. I have Taurus and what I'm choosing to do with it is be ruled by Venus. I want to be all things beauty and love. You know what I mean? With a little bit of sprinkle of hard work.

And you know, gluttony. Little gluttony.

And you know, gluttony. Little gluttony.

Man, once I learned what a 12th house year is, it did kind of make sense. You know, because I'll fight against closing up and isolating. I'll fight against it because it was like a toxic trait that I had when I was younger. Like, I would get—and mind you, I already told you, I've been crying a lot lately. So if I cry, it's not because I'm sad. I just am real sensitive lately and googly-eyed.

Man, once I learned what a 12th house year is, it did kind of make sense. You know, because I'll fight against closing up and isolating. I'll fight against it because it was like a toxic trait that I had when I was younger. Like, I would get—and mind you, I already told you, I've been crying a lot lately. So if I cry, it's not because I'm sad. I just am real sensitive lately and googly-eyed.

But when I was younger— Instead of expressing myself, I would lock up and get really quiet and shut down and just like hold it all in. And I went to a point where I didn't speak for like a whole summer. And when I was younger, I didn't talk to anyone. I didn't talk out loud. The only time I used my voice was at night and I would sing to myself and that was it.

But when I was younger— Instead of expressing myself, I would lock up and get really quiet and shut down and just like hold it all in. And I went to a point where I didn't speak for like a whole summer. And when I was younger, I didn't talk to anyone. I didn't talk out loud. The only time I used my voice was at night and I would sing to myself and that was it.

So I thought that that was a really toxic trait and I have been working on expressing myself. So when you see me online, that's a form of expression for me that I've worked to get to. When I talk to the people who I work with, that's a form of expression that I worked really hard to get. When I express myself to my friends and my family and my loved ones, I've worked hard for this.

So I thought that that was a really toxic trait and I have been working on expressing myself. So when you see me online, that's a form of expression for me that I've worked to get to. When I talk to the people who I work with, that's a form of expression that I worked really hard to get. When I express myself to my friends and my family and my loved ones, I've worked hard for this.

So to be quiet was like, oh my gosh, I'm reverting back to a version of myself that I worked away from. But I think once I learned like, hey girl, you don't always need to be quiet. You don't always need to talk. Sometimes you need to sit back and just be quiet and observe what's in front of you now and be present. Stop being in the future. Stop lamenting in the past.

So to be quiet was like, oh my gosh, I'm reverting back to a version of myself that I worked away from. But I think once I learned like, hey girl, you don't always need to be quiet. You don't always need to talk. Sometimes you need to sit back and just be quiet and observe what's in front of you now and be present. Stop being in the future. Stop lamenting in the past.

What's in front of you right now? And like when I said I was on a gap year, I was in the middle of it. And I think people were like, oh, she's about to take a whole year off. I'm like, no, I was just in the middle of it. I just hadn't like expressed myself really. And to be honest with you, I don't feel like I've expressed myself fully in the last two years, like how I want to.

What's in front of you right now? And like when I said I was on a gap year, I was in the middle of it. And I think people were like, oh, she's about to take a whole year off. I'm like, no, I was just in the middle of it. I just hadn't like expressed myself really. And to be honest with you, I don't feel like I've expressed myself fully in the last two years, like how I want to.

I feel like I've been kind of holding my tongue and like staying to myself. But I think that it's for the best. Yeah.

I feel like I've been kind of holding my tongue and like staying to myself. But I think that it's for the best. Yeah.

because you know running your mouth these days sometimes it's just unnecessary and sometimes it can get you into some stuff you wasn't even trying to get into because people will misinterpret it and run with it as I found when I was like I'm taking a gap year I'm protecting my peace but like people were like wait so what's that supposed to mean I'm like oh oops I just I just I just wanted to let you guys know we're on that right now I'm in Bali and I'm having a good time and I'm just like quiet oops maybe I should have stayed quiet

because you know running your mouth these days sometimes it's just unnecessary and sometimes it can get you into some stuff you wasn't even trying to get into because people will misinterpret it and run with it as I found when I was like I'm taking a gap year I'm protecting my peace but like people were like wait so what's that supposed to mean I'm like oh oops I just I just I just wanted to let you guys know we're on that right now I'm in Bali and I'm having a good time and I'm just like quiet oops maybe I should have stayed quiet