Logan Paul

It was definitely fun.

It had its moments, but it was a vehicle to feed the worst parts of who I was becoming.

Yeah, it's always crazy because...

it's a, it's a little hard to sit here and like rationalize some of the decisions and we, like we can try and I've certainly tried, but it's not rationalizing the decisions.

Yeah.

I don't, I don't fully know why.

I mean, I've tried to unpack it.

It's not like I had like,

self-esteem issues or anything I think maybe I just wanted to like prove to people and myself that I was a certain person sure I don't know I don't even know yeah but it doesn't make you a bad person but so what happened yeah well you guys you take a trip yeah we took a trip we wanted to shoot a video um I mean everyone knows the story I want to give you like broad strokes because I actually only what you're comfortable with yeah I I mean everyone knows um

It even obviously makes me a little uncomfortable.

There was a righteous fallout, and God was just, and I basically lost everything that I'd spent the last 11 years building.

Yeah.

And I deserved it.

And I think people see two sides of this.

There are people who are like, yeah, that was fucked up.

Can't believe you did that.

There are people who are like, people overreacted.

I'm actually... I agree with the former.

I think it was a mistake.

I think it didn't need to happen.