Logan

And I appreciate you for allowing me to address it.

No, I think it's a more stubborn side of me.

It didn't have to do it.

But now it was the fact that, okay, I wanted to tell her the third date and it was prevented.

So you're not going to tell me when I'm going to tell her when.

No one's going to tell me.

Unless Christ comes down, that's the only person who's going to tell me, hey, you need to do this and I'll do it.

So if you tell me I have to do something, I'm going to tell her when I feel it's best.

But in hindsight...

Because of the way it looked, the optics of it, I would go back and say right in the promise room, tell her right there.

Because I didn't believe, going into the promise room, as much as I, and I'll give you something that no one knew.

Like, I turned 60 down in Whistler.

So I was 59.

I did not want to say 60.

I was like, that sounds old as fuck.

59 sounds better.

It's not fucking saying 60.

And they were like, you're 60.

And one of the things that I have struggled with, part of the reason I even came on the show is because I've never believed that age is a factor.

And for me, I was age conscious because when people ask me my age, I'm like, how old do I look?