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And so when I look back at it, I said, you know what?

It wasn't her, it was me on the communication tip because I should have said, well, listen.

And when we were talking, I wanted her to say, see, everybody in Vancouver was, I don't know.

Because I don't know meant, I don't know if we're going to be together.

I don't know if we're going to continue our relationship.

I don't know.

There's a bunch of I don't knows.

So the way I felt about it was, well, first off, I'm a little confused.

I always think that as a man, I need to step forward and say, okay, so what does actually your abstinence mean?

like give me a blueprint and I didn't do that you know I assumed that when she said abstinent meant nothing and so then when we do stuff I'm like okay this is this is not abstinent so maybe it's negotiable maybe it's something you're struggling with so that would be I'll take the brunt for that because I don't believe in I'm not big into pointing figures at yours you let's look at it collectively and see what we can do to better communicate and I think

As I said then, it was a communication thing.

And it could have been improved, and I always take my responsibility.

No, absolutely not.

So, well, one, I mean, when Vanell first called me, that's why I'm most surprised what you just said, because she said, when we first talked, she said, I understood you were protecting me after talking to my mother and her friend.

But so the situation, it's still clear in my mind.

I don't forget that kind of stuff.

And one of the things I said to Vanell is, have you been, are you, I've been in the streets.

I've come from the hood.

So I know,

a situation when I see one and what happened is so we're standing waiting for the light to change and actually we're joking and so I said something to her like you crazy girl so we're laughing and this guy comes up and says what the fuck did you say to me so first off you're behind