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I think, just as a human being, it doesn't feel good. And I think it can be so... Okay, ich hatte eine schreckliche Stagefreude, als ich fünf Jahre alt war. Aber ich erinnere mich, als ich 16 war und eine Panikattacke auf der Bühne hatte. Oder auch auf Melodrama, ich erinnere mich. Ja, im Grunde genommen, ja, nur mit wirklich, wirklich schlechtem, sehr physischen Problemen.

Anxiety and that was kind of because I had just been like, you've got to get out there, you've got to perform and you've got to get it right. I put this crazy pressure on myself and something very rigid was happening and it was just wrong. Whereas once I was like, you can deal with this in a human way. You can actually say to people on stage, I'm kind of feeling crazy tonight, but

Anxiety and that was kind of because I had just been like, you've got to get out there, you've got to perform and you've got to get it right. I put this crazy pressure on myself and something very rigid was happening and it was just wrong. Whereas once I was like, you can deal with this in a human way. You can actually say to people on stage, I'm kind of feeling crazy tonight, but

Anxiety and that was kind of because I had just been like, you've got to get out there, you've got to perform and you've got to get it right. I put this crazy pressure on myself and something very rigid was happening and it was just wrong. Whereas once I was like, you can deal with this in a human way. You can actually say to people on stage, I'm kind of feeling crazy tonight, but

Let's like be in that together, maybe?

Let's like be in that together, maybe?

Let's like be in that together, maybe?

And they're like, yeah, we've got you. And then something cool happens and then it's moving and then you're not locked up, you know. So yeah, I really, I think that it's getting easier, like the older I get. Because I'm also like, I don't know, I'm just at the age where I'm like, what's going to happen? What's the worst that could happen? Like, I'm going to be too alive.

And they're like, yeah, we've got you. And then something cool happens and then it's moving and then you're not locked up, you know. So yeah, I really, I think that it's getting easier, like the older I get. Because I'm also like, I don't know, I'm just at the age where I'm like, what's going to happen? What's the worst that could happen? Like, I'm going to be too alive.

And they're like, yeah, we've got you. And then something cool happens and then it's moving and then you're not locked up, you know. So yeah, I really, I think that it's getting easier, like the older I get. Because I'm also like, I don't know, I'm just at the age where I'm like, what's going to happen? What's the worst that could happen? Like, I'm going to be too alive.

I'm going to show too much vulnerability. Like, I believe that people know that I am trying my best. Yeah. And that I'm like, yeah, not like actively like trying to be an asshole, you know, and if I fuck it up, I fuck it up. And I don't know. I just like always respond better to people's vulnerability than to the like rigid, you know.

I'm going to show too much vulnerability. Like, I believe that people know that I am trying my best. Yeah. And that I'm like, yeah, not like actively like trying to be an asshole, you know, and if I fuck it up, I fuck it up. And I don't know. I just like always respond better to people's vulnerability than to the like rigid, you know.

I'm going to show too much vulnerability. Like, I believe that people know that I am trying my best. Yeah. And that I'm like, yeah, not like actively like trying to be an asshole, you know, and if I fuck it up, I fuck it up. And I don't know. I just like always respond better to people's vulnerability than to the like rigid, you know.

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Aber fühlst du das? Fühlst du dich, als du mehr Profile bekommst, als wenn du sagst, ich muss es locken und zusammen haben?

Aber fühlst du das? Fühlst du dich, als du mehr Profile bekommst, als wenn du sagst, ich muss es locken und zusammen haben?

Es ist gut, dass du sicher bist.

Es ist gut, dass du sicher bist.

Es ist gut, dass du sicher bist.

This is such a good question. I feel like, what do I feel like? I feel like at the end of Maladrama, I really had this kind of, not meltdown, but I remember feeling all of a sudden like, whoa, hang on, this thing that was my hobby that I did like after school is now like my employment and I employ all these other people. It's gotten too big. Like I'm a kid.