Louis Tomlinson

So instead of running away, it was like, I know I deserve it.

I know I can.

So how do I relearn confidence and go for a third time?

When I think about what happened in the preceding five or six years, it is crazy.

Yeah.

And the toughest thing to deal with is just the lack of normality.

And part of growing up in a working class town, I have this guilt.

for the success and money that I've earned.

And then personal worth within the band, I really, really struggled with.

But you co-wrote 15 platinum singles.

But I wanted to do more.

But mostly for me, I didn't realize the value of family time.

And the more time I spent at the band, the more time I spent away from home.

Like two of my sisters who are identical twins.

I've never told them this, but I wasn't confident enough to tell them apart.

That shows just how little I was at home.

And then it ends.

And what was really strange was being 24 years old, realizing that the only way is down from it.

Louis, there's so many things that happened in your life.

How does a young man grieve?