Louis Tomlinson

And also there's another thing I'm more than comfortable enough to say.

I'm not the best singer in the world.

I'm okay with that, right?

But, like, there was definitely a time where those things were challenging as a young lad.

And I think I would just cut myself a bit of slack as a young lad because it's been a lot of my...

defiance and decision making that's got me to where I've got.

And that should give me confidence.

So I think as a young lad, I did really just felt like a deer in the headlights and I didn't really have any kind of context what was going on.

And I think when I'm talking about these things, I'm not talking about, no, we're not going to do this Disney performance because I don't think it looks good for One Direction.

I'm talking about more like introspective, personal worth within the band, all those kind of things.

I really, really struggled with that as a young lad, big time.

So I would say I would give myself a bit more credit there.

You really struggled with that?

I found it really tough.

So as I said before, I was the kid who won the lottery.

I sang my first audition for The X Factor.

I didn't feel like I did a good job.

I was really surprised that I got the three yeses.

Now, that was maybe four months before the first edition's air.

So I've told everyone at this point, obviously.