Louise Thompson

So everything has had to be so considered and like slow and delicate.

And we got there.

And then, yeah, I did a cycle and I was very scared because I wouldn't, it feels odd to choose, you know, to pay anything.

To have the procedure done and everything else has been, you know, on the NHS and not by choice.

And so, you know, even Ryan has thought like, but why would I don't want to see you in a hospital gown for any reason, like even if you are in control.

Yeah.

And I did it.

And it was at a time when I was, yeah, I think I mentioned I was really busy, kind of at the end of last year.

And so it kind of breezed through it, actually.

And I'll be honest, I thought that it was fine.

And I thought that it was easy compared to some of the other things that I'd been through.

And...

I then felt really confident this year going into another cycle because we didn't get the results that we wanted.

But I was like, oh, maybe I'm just like lucky.

And I just I sort of haven't found it that tough with all the hormones.

And then I did another one this year and it was it served me all of the worst things that you can go through in terms of feeling really like up and down and weak emotionally.

and emotional, and the emotions are irrational.

You know, you kind of like have these little conversations in your head or like with the monkey in the shop, you're like, I don't think this is me.

But something's, there's some fire coming out of me right now and I'm like calling people that work in the clinic at like ungodly times of the day being like seeking reassurance, like secretly, like a kind of addiction.

So, yeah, that's kind of where we're at with that and we'll see what happens.