Lulu Garcia Navarro

It is unimaginable.

This man that you had been married to for 50 years, suddenly you get given this information.

What was it like to see that unconscious version of yourself?

You write that a wave of shame swelled up inside of me after this revelation.

Can you talk me through why you felt shame at that moment?

I'm going to quote something that's a little graphic.

Is that okay?

All right.

For listeners who may not have followed the trial, and forgive me, I just want to give a few examples of the scale of the abuse that you learned about in the months that followed this police station visit.

Monsieur Pellicot was finding men online to rape you while you were heavily drugged.

And then he would meticulously film those encounters.

This was happening constantly.

After your children came for dinner, while you were on vacation.

There's one moment that you describe in the book where a crown had come loose in your mouth.

You write that it was because of, and I'm quoting from your book here, the violence of penises being repeatedly forced into your mouth.

I quote from this because you are being so clear about the unimaginable things that were done to you

I'm sorry for what happened to you.

And as you're processing all of this, you learn that the police have also found pictures of your daughters-in-law.

in the shower, and of your daughter, Kaholin, asleep in underwear that she says she doesn't recognize.

And all three of your children are having to deal with what their father has done.