Luna

So that made him look really bad too.

That felt like they were just trying to cover themselves up.

That made me really upset actually.

And they just kept doing things like that throughout the entire process.

I think I let denial take me a lot farther than I wanted it to.

I also think I operated on autopilot for the majority of this entire thing.

I wasn't in therapy.

Looking back, I'm like, okay, girl, you should have done that right away.

I went to like a couple sessions when it first happened, but I was just suppressing it and pushing it down.

But then I noticed January of 2025, I'm an anxious person to begin with, but I started to get increasingly anxious.

I was having a hard time sleeping.

And this was pretty much right after we had to send the cease and desist order to the school for the professor saying all that stuff.

I was just entering the second semester of my sophomore year, which is where my school starts their clinicals.

And I knew how important sleep was going to be for me.

And I was like, OK, I got to get my stuff together.

I had a boyfriend at the time.

I'd been with this guy like on and off.

I think being with him made me suppress a lot of it too because I was like, oh, well, I have a boyfriend, so I'm okay.

Like a bunch of delusions that I was just trying to use to get through it.

I was very like, I don't deserve good things.