Luna

Okay, if my mom is upset, then this must be really bad.

Because I was still kind of in that delirious state of pushing it away and watching myself from the outside perspective.

That was probably one of the worst parts of the entire things, having to share it with my parents.

My roommate walked me to my mom's car from our dorm room and we went to the hospital.

The ride to the hospital was pretty much completely silent.

I didn't want to go to the hospital all of a sudden.

I think we got like 10 minutes away from it and I started freaking out because if I actually went to the hospital, then it was legitimate that it happened to me.

And I didn't want to accept that at all.

I started arguing with my mom about it.

I was like, please don't make me go.

And my mom was like, you need to go.

You are injured.

You need to get checked out.

And if you decide to go to the police, then this is good evidence for you to just to have.

I was like, I feel like you're mad at me.

And she was like, of course, I'm not mad at you.

And then she started crying.

And then it was just pretty much silence after that until we got to the hospital.

We went up to the triage desk and they asked me why I was there and what happened.

And it was the first time I said it out loud.