Luna

She had asked me really stupid stuff like what color were his bedsheets.

I have no idea.

She had asked me, like, why I didn't go to the hospital that night and why I didn't tell anybody even sooner.

And I'm like, I was scared.

I don't know how else to explain it.

I was paralyzed with fear.

And like my roommate said, I was completely in shock.

And you can't make rational decisions when you're in fight or flight mode because your body is not thinking logically.

But whatever I said must have been enough because I ended up winning the case, which was really great.

She really got it spot on.

I was in the car.

I think I was coming home from school or something like that.

I'd gotten an email and I have this little like phone holder in my car that sticks to my dashboard so that I don't have to like pick up my phone if I need to use my GPS or something.

And I saw the email come through.

So I pulled over on the side of the road.

I was skimming through it because I'm like, the verdict is in here somewhere.

I didn't read the full thing until I got home.

But I scrolled and I scrolled and then I found in bold the fact that she found that it was unconsensual.

It was unwanted and that he was guilty of misconduct.

And I remembered somewhere on the interstate, pulled over, just bawling.