Lush (Adam22/host 'Lush' — main host)

No, but I genuinely think that that is the way people think.

They're like, I think once people, and I even can say this for myself, because once you, you know, for example, addiction, once you get into that addiction,

We know you know about that, right?

Hell yeah.

Pitiful, incomprehensible demoralization.

You feel me?

Restless, irritability, discontent.

Like, when these things occur, like, all you're trying to do is, like, I've been at times where I was like, shit, like, if I could just have one summer where I'm up and just taking all the drugs and doing what I want to do, like, I don't, let me die after that.

And I was really very short-sighted, immature, but I have, there's been times in my life where I've genuinely had that belief system.

yeah i've been there yeah i've been there one time but i was just like heavily drunk and off his hands and i was just like the heart my heart beat it a little bit different it's all right i'm ready to go anyway then i woke up like bro i was tweaking look look you you you've uh been affiliated with the community right like and uh what do you mean affiliated with what community

With the, you feel me, with the trays, you feel me?

No, I'm not affiliated, I'm a part of it.

I was just trying to, you feel me?

No, you remember, okay.

This is history.

So yeah, so my boy is from there.

So I'm sure there was a point when you was a youngster where you got that speech from somebody, you feel me?

That Vince Lombardi...

You know what's crazy?

I never really got that speech because I gave myself that speech.