Lush One

I relapsed, like, break edge.

Breaking edge.

In the hardcore community, if you don't do drugs or drink, you're straight edge.

And then if you start, you broke edge.

It's Mars.

You can't write this shit.

Okay, you started with Perks?

I was on Welbutrin, I was on like- I was on that in high school for a little bit.

Antidepressant, you got to like stay on it consistently, right?

Or is it- It actually was like terrible for me.

Like if I took a Welbutrin, I'm not going to like feel it right away.

It takes a while to build up in your system, right?

It's like Prozac.

They wasn't getting no head rush, no highs or nothing.

i'm like the the little mental uh little mental health spot i was at when i was a kid we were sniffing drywall we were sniffing the asbestos off the ceiling straight up we were crushing remember the bungee ceilings you used to have okay but i'm trying to picture this so you you decide monday of x week you're gonna actually go sober so what do you do like all of a sudden no more drinking is priority one i already stopped taking xans um

And I'm going to stop nitrous for sure.

That should be easy.

Because you look like you really love to have a nitrous canister.

Are you going to stop slamming?

I got virgin veins.