Madison

Yeah.

Yeah, no, you're right.

I just like have a hard time.

Like, like, cause like deep down, I know that like, he's not clearly not the person for me and that I don't like the way that he acts.

Like for some reason, like I just have such a hard time like letting go of like him.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So you're so right.

If I don't block him, he's going to come back again.

There's no doubt in my mind because he's done it a million times.

Yeah.

Like, I don't know why I like act surprised because like, I know he's going to do it and I know what's going to happen.

Yeah.

Oh, you're right.

Because he did come after I sent him that big text, like saying that I didn't want to do this anymore if he couldn't.

commit to me he did end up texting me two months later and he like sent a memory of us like from snapchat like so random and was like miss you and i'm like okay like why just like why do you have to do it it's just so annoying and like obviously i answered because because he it's a it's a game you you know because he can yeah because you respond because you play in because you make it fun for him

Yeah, yeah.

exactly yeah i feel like when i get the chance i don't even like say how i actually feel to him because i'm like oh i want him to come back again like i don't know why i want that but i'm like i don't want to like say how i actually feel toxic stimulation it's fun it's exciting it's it's uh it feel you know feeling anything is fun oh yeah you're not bored no and the the brain prefers pain to boredom yeah that is true

And I was back in our college town like two weeks ago, and I was supposed to see him.