Marc Maron

And I do feel like I could use a break from that because I was just realizing the other night when I was driving down to the store over Laurel Canyon, a drive I've made all of my adult life on and off to the comedy store, that I was sitting in my body and my body was in my car.

I don't know if that really is as profound to you as it is for me.

But I was in that moment because I've been wondering, you know, what's life going to be like without this podcast?

And we've been slowing down and saying this goodbye for a long time now, months.

But I was really in a present that I don't know that I've experienced before.

Where I wasn't up in my head.

I wasn't really panicking about anything.

Oh, boy.

I guess that's the other word.

I left out a very important word.

Hold on.

I'd like to get the definition of that.

I left out the most important word to go with the other words.

Panic.

Sudden uncontrollable fear or anxiety often causing wildly unthinking behavior or wildly overthinking behavior in my case.

My panic is definitely not unthinking.

It may be untrue, but it's not unthinking.

Yeah.

Throw that into the mix.

Panic, need, connection, urgency, desperation, selfish.