Marc Mero

Never got to go nowhere again.

I just want to be home.

I've seen, been over to Europe so many times, been Southeast Asia, you know, South Africa, been all over the world.

And I remember just thinking, oh, I just get to be home now.

And then knock on the door next thing you know, I'm back on the road again.

Did you have any plan for what life after wrestling was going to look like?

Oh, man.

You know, first of all, life after wrestling was really dark.

That's when I really fell into drugs again.

Walked away from God.

Just lived a horrible life.

Just didn't care.

Let myself go.

Out of shape, out of money, out of time.

It was just where I remember that it came to the point where I just didn't want to be here anymore.

Losing so many people in my life and then, of course, going through the divorce and going through all that again.

It's just like...

The depression got so bad that I just, and I had anger issues also on top of that, you know, because you blame other people and you live with this bitterness and this resentment and all these things that come together just weigh on you.

And you just feel it.

I know someone out there is listening to this right now.