Mark Kerr

And then understanding like what they see.

in me and the belief they have in the story and everything that's around it because at the end of it it's redemption it's like where i am today i'm so thankful that i have my health i'm so thankful that i have my sobriety i'm so thankful that i get to experience these things and share you know my experience strength and hope they call it right you know with other people and give them going look look at all the bullshit i went through and i'm on the other side of it

So whatever you're going through, anything's possible.

happy that you were getting on film so like maybe this like would make you get clean was there any of that oh there's a little bit of that yeah because part of it is that i didn't i didn't at that point the only person on the planet that knew what i was doing was dawn

Right.

Nobody else on the planet knew what I was doing.

And so when John had put the camera down, he's like, dude, what the fuck are you doing?

Like, you're not being truthful with us.

And I'm like, well, at that moment, I kind of went, fuck you.

Get the fuck out of my house.

You're done filming.

And there was this there was this moment where it was like I needed to tell somebody and I go, fuck.

okay, like, here's what I've been doing.

And I don't know who to tell.

I don't know how to tell it.

I'm just going to show you.

And that's when it shows me shooting up.

It was that moment where I'm like, you want to know what I'm doing?

Well, I'm going to show you.

because it was one of those where it's like, it felt like a weight got lifted.