Mark Kerr

You know, I try to be kind in understanding the people around me.

I try to bring, I call it emotional sobriety, right?

Like if I'm emotionally honest with the people in my life, everybody else fits in.

If I'm emotionally dishonest, people get fucked up.

My environment gets all fucked up, right?

Yeah.

So it's understanding these aspects about my life going, oh, God, man, I need to make these the important parts of where I'm building and what I'm building in my life.

And it's been a process.

Some days I'm like, fuck this, man.

Fuck this.

And other days I'm like, that was just a day.

Yeah.

Well, in my Hall of Fame speech, I call it, you know, like when I was first getting sober, it was like I just I would try to get through a minute.

I just need to make it through this minute.

That's all.

And I just need to make it through this next minute.

I just need to get through this next.

Some of them are fucking hard because I just wanted to fuck this because I'm so uncomfortable.

you know and i get through that minute i go i just need to make it through this hour i need to just make it through this day and then it'd be this week you know and then all of a sudden it's like a month goes by but i'd still have to go back i just need to get through this minute right you know like it like so like it's just it's just how i'm built you know like this this just self that just is so restless inside you know it's like you know amazing

I think it was accelerated by fighting.