Matt Beall

Yeah, I understand.

And I'm sorry, but that's not my intention.

Right.

Right.

Yeah.

Yeah.

But it's a good opportunity for people to kind of try to figure out why, why am I, what am I defending?

You know, what am I defending?

And, and so, um, yeah, I think it's a great, it's a great opportunity that life gives every one of us to try to figure out, you know, why am I, why, why, why am I, cause it's not you that's causing them to get upset.

It's themselves that's causing them to get upset.

And once you realize that and you can kind of own that and take accountability for that and realize that it's coming from within, from some place,

mental construct that I'm defending as the truth, then you can begin to grow and decide, is this what I want to continue to hold on to and defend for the rest of my life?

And for a lot of people, it is.

I did, yeah.

I let go of it, yeah, a couple of years ago.

And I have great respect now for the Catholic Church from a different standpoint, but I had to get to a low point with it.

and I had to verbally say, uh, you know, kind of some things that I don't agree with today that, that, you know, was, was kind of my own inner resistance and turbulence that I was working on that, that, uh, but I, I, I fully, uh, value and appreciate people's ability to believe and decide whatever they want to believe and, and, um, you know, create whatever reality they want to create through their beliefs.

And like, that's okay.

That's, that's healing for people.

That's