Matt McCusker

We're all afraid of the air.

So I would go out.

I wasn't being like super aggressive with it.

But like if I was outside walking my dog, I'm not wearing a mask.

Like I'm fine.

I'm not worried.

We're all far apart from each other.

And I would get like dirty looks in my neighborhood because everyone was like completely K-95'd up.

And I had... It heightened that thing in my head.

So now it was like enemies to me.

And I was like, fucking look at this.

Now I was really amped up.

And I remember... I think I was in a Whole Foods or something.

And I like...

I realized somehow that every time I'd walk past a person and be like, look at this fucking piece of shit, it gave me a bad feeling.

And I just, something like snapped in me to where I start, every person I saw, I'd be like, like rooting for them on some level.

I'd be like, I wish them the best.

And I, you know, I'd still have that, like, look at this fucking lady's weird ass fucking pants.

But I would be like, but I wish her the best.

And dude, I get filled with like an incredible sense of peace.