Matt McCusker

Well, um, so what do you, what are your thoughts on like really taking everything away for a period and actually just being like, what is bothering me to the point where I, I would have to be that fucking high to interact with people.

So yeah, I got time to blow.

You're coming out of your twenties.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I still, I mean, I'm, I've gotten way better about it.

Do you watch sports?

A little bit.

That helps you.

That helps social.

I don't watch sports.

That's like my Achilles heel in social.

Yeah.

Polite society.

I'll go out and I'll be like, did you see the Broncos?

And I'm like, nah, man, I wish I did.

I wish I could share this with you right now.

No, that's a trick, man.

Whenever I find myself socializing, there is a part of me like...

almost narrating the events in my head as they're taking place and i'm going like what do i really want to talk about it's like i want to go home is what i really want to do and i'm like no you have to stay here i'm like all right yeah it feels like a you know not performative but it's just kind of like you know if i really had my druthers i would be chilling out laying in my bed right now yeah it's too easy to like get caught up in my head about like you know