Matt Skoglund

And I, and what really did it for me is I was like, I'd like, I'd rather go for it and fail than never have tried.

And that's what got us over the hump to jump off the cliff.

But yeah, man, that, that anxiety, I I've, I've had it so bad where like it was a few, it was four years ago.

And when it was that, when those bulls took off one of the other, when they came back, one of them,

He got a taste for the North Bridgers and he just started going.

And there was a time where he took off for eight days.

Nobody saw him.

I didn't get a single phone call.

Not even the neighbors saw him.

I know.

And I laughed.

At one point, I was like, you can only have an acute stress response for so long.

So by day five, I was like,

I don't know how this is going to end.

Like somebody's going to call me from white sulfur or like Manhattan, Montana.

But like at this point I have no idea.

And then eight days later he came back, but I, but like when that was going on, I remember saying to Sarah, I'm like, I think I'm, I think, I think I'm losing control of this whole thing.

I think this whole thing's about to blow up.

Cause I was, I was just convinced that like, he's going, he's going to teach others to start going.

The neighbor, we're going to lose the neighbors rightfully.