Matthew Ridge

Not that stuff, but if I go to a party and someone says, oh, yeah, okay, cool, no worries.

Unless I'm like, nah, I'm off it.

But if it's there, I'll never have stuff in my house ever.

I won't have alcohol in my house.

Because if it's just there, I'll just do it.

So I just, that's how I discipline myself, right?

So, yeah, one day I just, I came back from doing that show.

I was there for seven weeks.

No drugs, no nothing.

It was sweet as.

Came back and they showed me a still of myself just on the island.

And I had no light in my eyes.

Like, I literally, I looked like I was dead.

Like, you know, like, see how my, you know, your eyes sparkly, my eyes are sparkly, you're alive.

And that's when I just looked at her and I was like, oh, my God.

And I was still going out with this.

And she's a beautiful girl and she went through a hell of a time and she's bounced out the other side and she's put her life back together and we're speaking again now.

She's real cool.

But, yeah, so I had to – I pretty much had to –

I said to her, look, I'm going.