Maverick

in the health facility you said you were journaling did you do that during your like what'd you call it thought hours or like no with yourself literally like there wasn't we had a lot of free time and free time wasn't very fun at all usually free time's a lot of fun

but we would i would i would usually sit on this like big blue couch that they had downstairs and i would just sit on it for like three hours and just journal um so that was good and like my journal was like all the way filled up like like literally not one page where it's not like so did they give you the journal no my mom did before that's good so yeah

And like, especially when I found out that night, I didn't want to pack.

So my parents kind of packed me before and they bought me some stuff to bring.

So that was nice.

But like, I'm still a little bit mad that I was sitting there, but I know that it was like out of love and stuff like that.

Like, I'm not going to lie.

I mean, I was upset.

Yeah.

Like I'd say my parents always, they were like, you probably had like two weeks to live if I didn't go there.

So I'm glad like that I was safe there, but it was for sure like hard.

Yeah.

And like for the first week there, I had to like,

I like I kept waking up or I couldn't sleep for the first week there.

And then any time I would sleep, I would wake up from dreams of being like taken like again.

Yeah.

Like they call them gooners.

I know that sounds weird, but like being gooned or whatever means like

like getting like a transport team to take you.

Yeah.