Maverick

Like, it...

everything kind of feels the same but at the same time it's like i did learn all these things but i've known these things for the past six years i just don't implement yeah put them into play so have you started using those man y'all are drilling her well yeah i have i have used them a little bit i just i don't know what are what are some of the things that like therapists tell you to do or

Like non-engagement responses like, oh, that would suck if I got poisoned.

That would suck if I blah, blah, blah.

Or like therapists are like therapy and medicine is the best way to get better.

And I don't really want to do that because I don't like medicine.

Well, if you say it's not real, then it's just going to keep coming back.

Like you have to be like, this is real.

I am getting poisoned right now.

I am like, everything's happening to me right now.

And I'm,

i'm gonna have to sit in and see what happens like that's what they tell you to do like

if you say it's not real then you start doing mind compulsions and that's what i have trouble with yeah and i still do them to this day like i still i still haven't gone barely better so that's why i'm like trying to get a lot better i'm doing soi i don't know so they're more teaching you that it's not going to go away and you're going to learn to deal with it basically i got you yeah basically and then once you learn to deal with it then it starts going away over yeah but it's not just false hope of like oh it's just going to disappear one day yeah

well we're proud of you and we were so proud of you when you went and even that you got out early that you put in the work and everything so thanks yeah i'm so glad that i got out early because i would have missed christmas and new year's if i didn't yeah i'm very happy we're very happy to have you home thanks but we're also very proud of you thank you thank you are we wrapping up i had more questions okay i guess we're wrapping up they're like shut up you can ask more questions

I don't care.

I think, what's it called?

It got really covered in the last episode, too.

my friends were at to bed like by 1am and I couldn't go to bed till like 10am the next morning.

But, um, it was super exciting to come back home.

So I'm really glad that I did get to come back home.