Megan Fox

Or my ability to deal with it would be so much better at this point because I was a different person. And I have not found that to be the case at all. I've been doing it. It's going on the fourth year now. And it is wearing me down. I'll be honest.

Or my ability to deal with it would be so much better at this point because I was a different person. And I have not found that to be the case at all. I've been doing it. It's going on the fourth year now. And it is wearing me down. I'll be honest.

It's very hard, I think, because I don't have a family support system or like a large group of – I don't feel that I belong because I am – I do feel so alone. Like you said, when you have to deal with something and you don't have siblings or you feel like you're by yourself, you internalize – And then it can become very grim very quickly.

It's very hard, I think, because I don't have a family support system or like a large group of – I don't feel that I belong because I am – I do feel so alone. Like you said, when you have to deal with something and you don't have siblings or you feel like you're by yourself, you internalize – And then it can become very grim very quickly.

It's very hard, I think, because I don't have a family support system or like a large group of – I don't feel that I belong because I am – I do feel so alone. Like you said, when you have to deal with something and you don't have siblings or you feel like you're by yourself, you internalize – And then it can become very grim very quickly.

And I do – I am kind of getting to the end of my rope with that. I'll be honest. Like I'm struggling with it again. It feels like I was in a wormhole. Like I left 2009 and I'm like right back in where I left off. And there was no growth, which makes me feel defeated. And I just – I really – I can't believe how negative – human beings are and how cruel they need to be to everyone.

And I do – I am kind of getting to the end of my rope with that. I'll be honest. Like I'm struggling with it again. It feels like I was in a wormhole. Like I left 2009 and I'm like right back in where I left off. And there was no growth, which makes me feel defeated. And I just – I really – I can't believe how negative – human beings are and how cruel they need to be to everyone.

And I do – I am kind of getting to the end of my rope with that. I'll be honest. Like I'm struggling with it again. It feels like I was in a wormhole. Like I left 2009 and I'm like right back in where I left off. And there was no growth, which makes me feel defeated. And I just – I really – I can't believe how negative – human beings are and how cruel they need to be to everyone.

This is not just me, but that also weighs on me because I have kids and I have one kid who's like an artistic savant and that kid will inevitably be in the spotlight somehow. It's impossible that they won't. And I know how cruel the world is because I've lived through it and I don't think I can endure watching what my child is going to have to go through.

This is not just me, but that also weighs on me because I have kids and I have one kid who's like an artistic savant and that kid will inevitably be in the spotlight somehow. It's impossible that they won't. And I know how cruel the world is because I've lived through it and I don't think I can endure watching what my child is going to have to go through.

This is not just me, but that also weighs on me because I have kids and I have one kid who's like an artistic savant and that kid will inevitably be in the spotlight somehow. It's impossible that they won't. And I know how cruel the world is because I've lived through it and I don't think I can endure watching what my child is going to have to go through.

So I'm really struggling with that as well of like not wanting my kids to have to be exposed.

So I'm really struggling with that as well of like not wanting my kids to have to be exposed.

So I'm really struggling with that as well of like not wanting my kids to have to be exposed.

When I went away, there was like this surge of like, I hate this phrase, but it applies. I would not normally say this. There was that peak in energy where I was getting crucified every day. I went away. I disappeared. I was like, fine, fuck it, you win. The world had their post-nut clarity. And they were like, wait, but why did we kill her? Why did we murder her? She never did anything.

When I went away, there was like this surge of like, I hate this phrase, but it applies. I would not normally say this. There was that peak in energy where I was getting crucified every day. I went away. I disappeared. I was like, fine, fuck it, you win. The world had their post-nut clarity. And they were like, wait, but why did we kill her? Why did we murder her? She never did anything.

When I went away, there was like this surge of like, I hate this phrase, but it applies. I would not normally say this. There was that peak in energy where I was getting crucified every day. I went away. I disappeared. I was like, fine, fuck it, you win. The world had their post-nut clarity. And they were like, wait, but why did we kill her? Why did we murder her? She never did anything.

What did she do? She was actually like... She was actually a positive. She stood for a lot of really good things. Like, we should have given her flowers. Why did we do that? Fuck. And then I step back. I'm like, was someone knocking? Were you guys calling me? I'm here. I'm here to receive my flowers. And it was immediate. Just murder. Done. Immediately. And so. What the fuck?

What did she do? She was actually like... She was actually a positive. She stood for a lot of really good things. Like, we should have given her flowers. Why did we do that? Fuck. And then I step back. I'm like, was someone knocking? Were you guys calling me? I'm here. I'm here to receive my flowers. And it was immediate. Just murder. Done. Immediately. And so. What the fuck?

What did she do? She was actually like... She was actually a positive. She stood for a lot of really good things. Like, we should have given her flowers. Why did we do that? Fuck. And then I step back. I'm like, was someone knocking? Were you guys calling me? I'm here. I'm here to receive my flowers. And it was immediate. Just murder. Done. Immediately. And so. What the fuck?