Megan Fox

Megan. It does. And that's the truth. It sounds like it's not romantic. It doesn't sound like it's passionate. The literal definition of passion is to suffer. And it doesn't. It just sounds... I would rather be in something... This is not to encourage others to do this, but my personal psychosis and issue is that I would prefer to be in something dramatic and toxic versus something...

stable keep in mind i've never experienced like truly stable so if i were to honestly experience it i would probably have a lot of peace and would accept it yeah but i've never had it so to me the idea of it sounds very boring boring i want to read part of this heartbreaking poem that you wrote because it's fucking heartbreaking you say

stable keep in mind i've never experienced like truly stable so if i were to honestly experience it i would probably have a lot of peace and would accept it yeah but i've never had it so to me the idea of it sounds very boring boring i want to read part of this heartbreaking poem that you wrote because it's fucking heartbreaking you say

stable keep in mind i've never experienced like truly stable so if i were to honestly experience it i would probably have a lot of peace and would accept it yeah but i've never had it so to me the idea of it sounds very boring boring i want to read part of this heartbreaking poem that you wrote because it's fucking heartbreaking you say

I dissociate from the physical violence a lot. Even when I talk to my therapist, I have yet to be able to have like a strong emotional reaction to that because I compartmentalized that. And that sort of just jumped over my logic, my logical brain and went right into my body. So I need to probably do a lot of like somatic therapy to work on that. Yep.

I dissociate from the physical violence a lot. Even when I talk to my therapist, I have yet to be able to have like a strong emotional reaction to that because I compartmentalized that. And that sort of just jumped over my logic, my logical brain and went right into my body. So I need to probably do a lot of like somatic therapy to work on that. Yep.

I dissociate from the physical violence a lot. Even when I talk to my therapist, I have yet to be able to have like a strong emotional reaction to that because I compartmentalized that. And that sort of just jumped over my logic, my logical brain and went right into my body. So I need to probably do a lot of like somatic therapy to work on that. Yep.

but I am not able to feel emotional when I write about it or when I talk about it. It's basically like describing a movie. The gaslighting and the name calling and the mental emotional abuse, I do get very emotional about that. I am very like present with that. But how do I feel about it? I don't know. Well, part of me feels like exposed because I wrote this book with things like that in it.

but I am not able to feel emotional when I write about it or when I talk about it. It's basically like describing a movie. The gaslighting and the name calling and the mental emotional abuse, I do get very emotional about that. I am very like present with that. But how do I feel about it? I don't know. Well, part of me feels like exposed because I wrote this book with things like that in it.

but I am not able to feel emotional when I write about it or when I talk about it. It's basically like describing a movie. The gaslighting and the name calling and the mental emotional abuse, I do get very emotional about that. I am very like present with that. But how do I feel about it? I don't know. Well, part of me feels like exposed because I wrote this book with things like that in it.

And so to hear someone else read it, I'm like, okay, I wrote that for everyone to read for all of eternity. They can revisit that book. And I did it, but I did it for a reason. Why did you do it? One for myself, I think because obviously it was therapeutic to get it out and to get it out in a way that's different than to just talk to a therapist and like the words float away into nothingness.

And so to hear someone else read it, I'm like, okay, I wrote that for everyone to read for all of eternity. They can revisit that book. And I did it, but I did it for a reason. Why did you do it? One for myself, I think because obviously it was therapeutic to get it out and to get it out in a way that's different than to just talk to a therapist and like the words float away into nothingness.

And so to hear someone else read it, I'm like, okay, I wrote that for everyone to read for all of eternity. They can revisit that book. And I did it, but I did it for a reason. Why did you do it? One for myself, I think because obviously it was therapeutic to get it out and to get it out in a way that's different than to just talk to a therapist and like the words float away into nothingness.

To put it into a book I know that it'll find, even if it's only one person, it'll find someone that needs to read it and they will experience some kind of healing or some kind of inspiration from it. And therefore that gave my pain a purpose versus me just trying to heal privately. It also just felt like a demon that I needed to have exercised from my body. Like I needed to get it out in this way.

To put it into a book I know that it'll find, even if it's only one person, it'll find someone that needs to read it and they will experience some kind of healing or some kind of inspiration from it. And therefore that gave my pain a purpose versus me just trying to heal privately. It also just felt like a demon that I needed to have exercised from my body. Like I needed to get it out in this way.

To put it into a book I know that it'll find, even if it's only one person, it'll find someone that needs to read it and they will experience some kind of healing or some kind of inspiration from it. And therefore that gave my pain a purpose versus me just trying to heal privately. It also just felt like a demon that I needed to have exercised from my body. Like I needed to get it out in this way.

Yes. I can't... I don't know that I can tell the story.

Yes. I can't... I don't know that I can tell the story.

Yes. I can't... I don't know that I can tell the story.

Yeah, I fawned. That was my initial reaction, the freeze, fight, flight, fawn. Fawning is like, it's a combination of freezing and then also attempting to soothe the other person. So that was my initial reaction. And it was very, it was definitely shocking. But like I said, I almost immediately compartmentalized it. and went into nurturing the other person to calm the situation.