Megan Stoner

Megan, I wouldn't expect there to be a lot of compassion or kindness there. I just want you to be prepared for the hard conversations. If you're wanting to talk to people like this, you need to be prepared for anything.

I get feeling alone, but, like, I thought you had people on, like, Team Meg. Where are those people? Or was that just lies that you made up and those people didn't exist? A lot of people turned against me, either for good, bad, or whatever. I mean, people turned for whatever reason. I mean, I... You know, when you are sitting on Jeff's L4, you learn who your friends are. Yes, that's very true.

I can imagine that would be a pretty humbling experience.

I just hope somewhere through this you find the ability to have remorse for these things. I know you said that you have it, but you had a really funny way of showing it when you were still on the outside. I just think that I don't know how to show it, and I'm trying to learn. I'm hoping to find some direction from someone like my attorney this week or next.

Like, I don't know how else to show my remorse. I don't know what else to do. Well, I don't know. I don't think you can teach someone how to be remorseful. I think you're going to have to learn on your own.

And, unfortunately, you're going to be learning it the hard way.

I'm a remorseful person. If I do something, I feel terrible about it. But, like, I don't usually ask people for money or try to scam them when I'm feeling remorseful. I really want you to hear what I just said to you because it seems like in the past you said you were remorseful and then just kept doing the same shit over and over. I am cooking dinner. If you want to call me back, maybe around 8.

Okay. Thanks, Alyssa. Have a good dinner. I'll talk to you later.

I got put in protective custody last night, which was not fun. Why? because of the publicity of my case, I got put in protective custody. The publicity of your case got you put in protective custody? That's what they told me. That's weird. So I got put in protective custody last night. I'm back in gym top today, which is really nice. Yeah, I kind of feel like that makes you a target.

If you're in protective custody, they're going to want to know why you're in there. All of those girls in there are going to want to know. I wrote a really long, long, long, long letter, like a whole page, two pages.

I was like, listen, I need to have community, and I know that this is jail and we don't get what we want here, but if you guys want me to be able to integrate back into society at some point, I really would like to be with other people and be able to have social skills. Because in productive custody, you don't get out for one hour a day. Really?

Yeah, and you don't get to socialize in productive custody. Literally, I mean, it's almost like solitude. Like, I'm not kidding. It's not fun. I mean, you get your tablet, but still, like, you know, there's life outside of calling, you know, you guys. You know, there's people and social skills to be have and to have.

And for me to learn how to treat other people correctly, which I know sounds like a weird place to learn that in jail, but you'd be surprised. Do you feel like you've learned anything since you've been in there? Learned a lot.

I'm trying to find out if I'm going to be allowed to take a piece of paper into the court on Monday because I'm supposed to, I want to read a letter to the judge, but I don't know if they're going to let me take paper with me. I really think had you gone in front of the judge when you were supposed to, you would have had a much easier time than what you're going to have right now.

I think this judge is going to be a little upset. I know I would be. I feel like... I hear you. I think they're going to think it was disrespectful, you know? So if you're going to write a letter, I would make sure that you're just very sincere in the fact and maybe tell them why you were running. I don't know that you had a good reason. I mean, I assume you were probably scared. Yeah.

So I don't know. I'm just trying to focus on Monday because it's going to be here. Today has been one of the better days I've had. Like I said, I got to come back to general population, which is nice. If you're ever in jail, you want to be in gen pop. You don't want to be by yourself. Trust me. Yeah, I feel like that's jail inside of jail. You know what I mean? It doesn't really help. Yeah. Yeah.

Like, I'm already in jail, and then isolating me more is not helpful. So... Yeah, I would understand. I would say I understand that. I do feel like it's a punishment inside of a punishment, but... I don't understand why if it was for your... I mean, if I did something to deserve it. Yeah. I mean, if I got in a fight, you know, or if I punched someone, okay, fine.

But to be like, oh, your case is high profile and we need to put you in protective custody, like, what the fuck? I don't know that I could get used to that. Yeah. I think that would suck. I will say this. I really hope you take that determination. I really hope you take that determination and you put it towards being able to right your wrongs

I think there were a lot of people out here that are thinking, like, if you get away with this or if there are no repercussions for what you did, that you'll just come out and be the same person. And I think we would all like to see. Megan, let me tell you something. Someone mentioned this one time, and I thought it was, like, the best thing I had ever heard.

If you had been a different person and had done different things, you wouldn't have had 1,500 people against you in a group. You would have probably had 1,500 friends. I'll be honest, I've made a lot of friends through this, like people that I really respect and are good people, like Mike and Kyle and Chloe and people like that, Alex Brewster. These are good people.