Meggan Watterson

I was channeling the rage, the creative energy, right?

This is the rage that love inspires, right?

I was channeling enough rage to literally reconfigure the world.

But I also couldn't make my bed.

It was that kind of situation.

And I just felt like my entire nervous system couldn't handle the idea of not doing anything.

This idea of moving on from the person who is named more than Christ is named in the New Testament, right?

Telling us to just move on.

My nervous system was only calmed

by making a list.

So what I did that day is I started making a list because, you know, you have long since told us what breaks our heart are who we serve.

And I went into seminary because of trafficked girls.

You know, that population, pregnant teens, is why I went back and

and sort of went into the whole question as to where did women's voices go within Christianity.

I went back to seminary for pregnant teens.

They were referred to as prostitutes at that time, 14-year-olds, right?

There's no such thing as a 14-year-old prostitute.

And that was, you know, I am prostrate, like I am on my knees in gratitude for Amanda,

to going into the files and really helping compile, because I couldn't go near them after reading that one email about the littlest one.

I couldn't go near them again.