Meredith

No. I mean, part of the thing is for the past several years since I decided, well, I'm doing this, but I'm not happy about it. And so I spent several years on what I'll call like the dopamine rush. Like, oh, I'm going to eat this food. I'm going to buy stuff. I'm going to, you know, all of these things.

No. I mean, part of the thing is for the past several years since I decided, well, I'm doing this, but I'm not happy about it. And so I spent several years on what I'll call like the dopamine rush. Like, oh, I'm going to eat this food. I'm going to buy stuff. I'm going to, you know, all of these things.

And so when, especially men, which, because I'm not really attracted to women, but especially men who showed me care, When that's not what I get at home, I do feel that attraction. I crush on people that I have no interest in. I would never do that, but I think there's still a part of me that mourns for that partnership. That's what I thought I was getting.

And so when, especially men, which, because I'm not really attracted to women, but especially men who showed me care, When that's not what I get at home, I do feel that attraction. I crush on people that I have no interest in. I would never do that, but I think there's still a part of me that mourns for that partnership. That's what I thought I was getting.

And so when, especially men, which, because I'm not really attracted to women, but especially men who showed me care, When that's not what I get at home, I do feel that attraction. I crush on people that I have no interest in. I would never do that, but I think there's still a part of me that mourns for that partnership. That's what I thought I was getting.

Yeah, that was a conversation we had probably like 11, 12 years ago.

Yeah, that was a conversation we had probably like 11, 12 years ago.

Yeah, that was a conversation we had probably like 11, 12 years ago.

So he decided he really... He went and talked to people. He's a big crowdsourcer. Went and talked to all these people, called into all these other friends. Oh, I need to do this testing for certification. And he couldn't pass the testing. And then it just kind of like fell away. He hooked up with an old high school friend about a year or so ago. And the guy's like, oh, well, we can get you...

So he decided he really... He went and talked to people. He's a big crowdsourcer. Went and talked to all these people, called into all these other friends. Oh, I need to do this testing for certification. And he couldn't pass the testing. And then it just kind of like fell away. He hooked up with an old high school friend about a year or so ago. And the guy's like, oh, well, we can get you...

So he decided he really... He went and talked to people. He's a big crowdsourcer. Went and talked to all these people, called into all these other friends. Oh, I need to do this testing for certification. And he couldn't pass the testing. And then it just kind of like fell away. He hooked up with an old high school friend about a year or so ago. And the guy's like, oh, well, we can get you...

you know, you should come talk to my boss. And he went in and they're like, well, you're really, you know, kind of past an entry-level position, but don't really hold the, you know, hold a certification for this other thing. So, and, you know, his whole thing is, oh, well, like all of my friends who have all these great jobs, they're not anything special. I'm special.

you know, you should come talk to my boss. And he went in and they're like, well, you're really, you know, kind of past an entry-level position, but don't really hold the, you know, hold a certification for this other thing. So, and, you know, his whole thing is, oh, well, like all of my friends who have all these great jobs, they're not anything special. I'm special.

you know, you should come talk to my boss. And he went in and they're like, well, you're really, you know, kind of past an entry-level position, but don't really hold the, you know, hold a certification for this other thing. So, and, you know, his whole thing is, oh, well, like all of my friends who have all these great jobs, they're not anything special. I'm special.

I have, you know, this many degrees. And all they did was be born to a family that gave them stuff. gave him a company. I'm just like, so he's delusional.

I have, you know, this many degrees. And all they did was be born to a family that gave them stuff. gave him a company. I'm just like, so he's delusional.

I have, you know, this many degrees. And all they did was be born to a family that gave them stuff. gave him a company. I'm just like, so he's delusional.

Well, he's probably been out longer than that because when I married him, he was actually living with his parents. And I didn't realize that that meant that he wasn't actually earning enough to be on his own.

Well, he's probably been out longer than that because when I married him, he was actually living with his parents. And I didn't realize that that meant that he wasn't actually earning enough to be on his own.

Well, he's probably been out longer than that because when I married him, he was actually living with his parents. And I didn't realize that that meant that he wasn't actually earning enough to be on his own.