Podcast Appearances
He said he used to look at the world the way you did, but now I've done everything. What's left of I've done everything? I was addressing this conversation with him. I had where he felt sad to me. It's hard to get somebody who has a lot of money, a birthday present. So I thought this would make him happy.
It wasn't horrible all the time. If it was, it would have been easy getting punished. No one around us ever reacted. Everyone acted like it was normal. Adults in the office upheld his behavior.
It wasn't horrible all the time. If it was, it would have been easy getting punished. No one around us ever reacted. Everyone acted like it was normal. Adults in the office upheld his behavior.
That could be explained with any sexual assault victim and the shame that they carry when you're in it. I was young and manipulated and eager to survive. I'm unraveling a lot of this now in therapy. Nobody was there to say these things were wrong. There were no documentaries, nobody around us that even flinched at his behavior. I don't know how to explain that.
That could be explained with any sexual assault victim and the shame that they carry when you're in it. I was young and manipulated and eager to survive. I'm unraveling a lot of this now in therapy. Nobody was there to say these things were wrong. There were no documentaries, nobody around us that even flinched at his behavior. I don't know how to explain that.
I was always in trouble and finding a way to not be in trouble. When things were great, things were so great.
I was always in trouble and finding a way to not be in trouble. When things were great, things were so great.
I'm a people pleaser. I'm an empath. I'm a rule follower. I wanted to do my best and make everybody happy all the time. I tend to take a lot more than normal people. I don't know if I should apologize for that. I forgive people all the time for things like that.
I'm a people pleaser. I'm an empath. I'm a rule follower. I wanted to do my best and make everybody happy all the time. I tend to take a lot more than normal people. I don't know if I should apologize for that. I forgive people all the time for things like that.
What I said in this courtroom is the truth. I have not lied to anyone at all.
What I said in this courtroom is the truth. I have not lied to anyone at all.
Everything I've said in this courtroom is true.
Everything I've said in this courtroom is true.
So many magical and hilarious things, like drinking 1942 on the Parakeet Beach and champagne under the Eiffel Tower at 4 a.m.
So many magical and hilarious things, like drinking 1942 on the Parakeet Beach and champagne under the Eiffel Tower at 4 a.m.
in the dark and singing with Jimmy at Interscope and Mick Jagger trying to take me home and that random underground baccarat game where you won 650 grand and that little prick ran away from me and Leo grabbed my pink bedazzled Blackberry and you said that Titanic motherfucker doesn't know shit. He won 10K, I won 650K. Ha ha ha. Gosh, there were trillions of stories that are amazing.
in the dark and singing with Jimmy at Interscope and Mick Jagger trying to take me home and that random underground baccarat game where you won 650 grand and that little prick ran away from me and Leo grabbed my pink bedazzled Blackberry and you said that Titanic motherfucker doesn't know shit. He won 10K, I won 650K. Ha ha ha. Gosh, there were trillions of stories that are amazing.
I was in an environment where the highs were really high and the lows were very low. me trusting my instincts. I was punished whenever Puff would be violent and I'd react, confusing me and making me believe I'd done something wrong. I tried so hard to get back to the good space and work harder and be nicer and nobody around batted an eye. He was still praised by everyone around him and in public.