Michael Ellick

At the time, I don't know if it was until that day or later on, but at some point I tried to go back and couldn't.

I tried to picture certain times and just do it, and it wouldn't work.

I tried to picture that initial memory again and see if it would ring or hum or whatever like it did, and it didn't.

And...

I'll say I became pretty obsessed eventually around that.

I started later, probably right away, but up until the present day, I think a lot about time and theories of time.

So I became obsessed with these things.

Like I said, I'm a regular practitioner.

I practice every day.

And part of me, as you settled into other states, you start thinking, is this how I did it?

Is that how I did it?

For a long time, there was nothing substantial that would show me that meditation is what did this, other than as a fluke.

Years later, within the recent years, I've had dreams that seemingly talk about this and tell me things about this that I've had to ponder and wonder.

But that's more recently.

At the time in 2006, I was just, you know, in shock.

And like I said, I basically was with my friend Gordon all the time and my brother, Sean.

And so eventually I told them,

I think I told my brother first because I couldn't contain it.

You know, I just needed to tell somebody who could hold it.

And, you know, he asked me some obvious things.