Michael Shawn Crahan (Clown)

So I don't sleep.

My wife's always afraid I'm gonna not ever sleep.

I'm just gonna be walking around and it's hard, but that's who I am.

And it kind of works in my favor, but I want to get back.

I want to get back.

So the tape would say, get angry.

and you'd get angry and they would go beep, beep, beep, beep, beep, beep, beep, beep, beep, you know?

And the point was to get it to go beep, just solid.

It means you're in full control.

You're raging, you're inside thinking, you got like an inner superhero power and you gotta hone in on it.

And when you do that, that thing will stay constant.

It will not go beep, beep, it'll just sit there.

And then the opposite is quit making it beep.

Slow it down.

Get it from going beep, beep, beep, beep, beep.

And if you can ever,

get it to stop beating completely.

And I'm not just saying this, I was so good at it, I could go from beep to silence.

I was just like playing games with it.

But what I did was I took it as a chance to get out of class, and I didn't know I was falling asleep in less than five minutes, I had no idea.